Sound of my heart ♥

28th May 2013

很多人总会说,
放弃一个不爱你的人,
好让别人有机会爱你,
但,
我就是一个犯贱的人,
永远都放不下那份执着和那颗心。

maybe I'm not that much important to you,
but you are important to me.

  今天,
我看了一个短文,
短文里说,
当你爱一个人,
会什么事情都愿意去做,
只要是自己能做到的,
没有任何理由。
为的不是博取对方的好感,
而是希望看到对方的笑容,
 而是帮助到对方,
而是对方开心就好。

我笑了,
原来是真的。
上天总是爱作弄人。

Wonderful Birthday Celebration to Me ♥

17th May 2013

Birthday Celebration. Thanks!
 2 times of celebration.

Here are the cakes photo. =D
thanks for wishing 4.0 even though can't get it. 
The cake is very nice too!
 the flower is very nice. I loved it! thanks


I very appreciate it!
really thanks a lot!
I love u all.

A wonderful and unforgettable birthday night!
I felt touched for it.
自己何德何能有知己和我庆祝生日.
我一直都相信缘分,
因为缘分所以我们会在人群中认识,
成为好朋友。 =)
I'm very happy that I have you all as my friends!
really thank you so much, old friends!
and I realized that, my 2 times celebration at Mcdonald!
hahahah.
maybe McDonald is my second home?
 hehe.


今年很特别,
我回到家后,
当我静静地坐在沙发上,
我才想起,
原来我所许下的愿望,
尽然没一个是为我自己的?
可能我真的没有什么奢求?
只希望大家都快乐健康 =)
尤其是家人和朋友。

At the same time,
thanks for the wishes from my friends, FB kawan,
family and the people who call or sms to me. thanks!
I love u all


*PHOTO*
 Comiz, Jia Chun, Toyoh & Shelby.
 
1993 years! Jia Chun, Lin, Yung, Yong and Toyoh.
   
17th May 2013, first celebration
 18th May 2013, second celebration

累,泪 ♥

4th April 2013

在哪一种程度上才算是累?
对我而言,
累是什么?
我自己也不知道,
做再多的东西最终也是没结果,
因为始终还是得不到想要的,
我不会不开心,
不会伤心,
因为我有努力过
我有争取过。

谢谢,
谢谢让我知道我不够好,
你误会了,
我不是单纯,
我只是比你更在乎,
我只是比你不想失去,
我只是想去照顾关心你。
 我并不是埋怨,
只是想要你知道。

我还记得,
有人问我,
为什么不去谈恋爱?
有时我也觉得很好笑,
我会说我想努力读书,
其实,
我心里根本就放不下。
可笑吧?
有时候我都不清楚,
我是执着? 愚蠢? 还是犯贱?

我在很多方面都很理智,
但是在这些事情我往往变得很不理智,
我不知道我自己在做什么?
只是想让你过得更好。
我不是绝情,
只是希望大家都过得快乐些。

心里总是很矛盾,
总是想逃避,
我不想知道任何答案,
我不想失去, 
因为真的不舍得
因为我知道讲了一定会失去。

但,
我能逃避到几时?
拖得越久,就越更不舍得,
我不想又再次过不开心的生活,
所以我知道逃避是没用的。
曾经有人对我说,
不是我的,
就不是我的。
是我的,
自然是我的。
请原谅我的自私,
我只是希望你快乐。

 我不是败者,
只是输在不常见面。 

现在心情,
就很像大石头从我的心里搬起来,
又压回下去,
很辛苦。
很讨厌这种感觉。
但是,
我相信,
心里的眼泪会慢慢的侵蚀掉心里的大石头,
需要的是时间,
一个没尽头的时间。
但我知道,
我还爱着你,只不过少了非要在一起的执着。
也许再过一段时间,
我仅仅只是想你。

STRESS ♥

2nd April 2013

Stress..
really stress..
all of the problems come together gonna make me crazy.
I have no idea to solve the problems.
no one cant help me,
I don't know who I should talk to,
felt suffer but I know that I have to be strong. 
I hope that I can get more concern and support from you.

Olivia ♥

19th March 2013

who is she?
she is Olivia.
my niece,
I love her so much ♥
because she always smile when she saw me, 
of course she has a charming smile to everybody too,
 and she likes to bully me also.
always wake me up in the morning,
now I always wake up before 9am!!
very naughty. haha.


Book Vouchers RM250 ♥

15th March 2013

I get my vouchers RM250,
first time I get RM250 and I tot it was good to use,
but...
It's definitely WRONG!!!
I spent my vouchers at BORDERS.
it's quite hard to spend all of the vouchers!
I really don't know what I need to buy.
and a lot of stationery out of stock.
So,
I simply pick the stationery at book store. XD
this time is also my first time waste about 2hours more in book store!
anywhere,
I think I no need to purchase A4 paper again until I graduate XD
 and I bought my photo album and thumb drive
TQ for the RM250 vouchers =D

风筝 Layang-Layang ♥

14th October 2012
 天上风筝在天上飞~
地上人儿在地上追~
我若担心我不能飞,
我有你的草原~

压力太大时,
可以去试看放风筝,
真的可以让你变得开心点 =D.
放风筝的那刻,
你就会像小孩子般的,
跑来跑去, 烦恼都忘了,
很开心 =).

我还是第一次放风筝叻,
算很厉害了,
一学就会,
还放到很高叻~

但是顾着拍照,
风筝放到不够线都不懂,
最后风筝飞掉了,
像傻佬般的去追回来,
跑了整个大草场,
想起都觉得好笑 XD.
幸好有人拿回来给我 =).

我要永远都像我手上的风筝一样,
总是带着笑脸,
无忧无虑的飞翔. =).